Verse 1
i dont know why i let u pull me back
when i know we will end in the same place
same look on my face
tending to my broken heart, cause i let it happen
your playing with my life and i let it happen
i see u coming out the store
with a man i aint see before
i know he aint a friend
but i shut my mouth and pretend
there i go again, letting u do it again
your lies are becoming, so hypnotic
the pain is becoming, oh so toxic
ur touches feel, oh so cold
this hollow feeling has turned so old
why do i stick around
is it because i go no where to go
is it because i still love u on low
baby i just dont know, but i'm feelin it again
i can no longer pretend
the pain i feel again

Corus
its so hard to be lifted up
when i'm making the same mistakes
i tell myself i wont do it again
but some how i do it again
and now i'm hurting again
oh no i'm hurting inside again

Verse 2
my joy of being with u, starts fleading
cause my heart, more its needing
u wont tell me the truth, so i can cut u
pick up my stuff, and just say fuck u
no u wanna have ur cake and eat it to
while i am left to wonder whats going on with u
wont touch me for months, who is filling that void
when i want get close u seem anoid
i just need to know so i can stop this crycle
keeping seein in this haze of purple
pain is the word, pain is the feeling
i just keep feeling it over and over again
because u wont let it end
and i can no longer pretend
the pain is back again

Corus
its so hard to be lifted up
when i'm making the same mistakes
i tell myself i wont do it again
but some how i do it again
and now i'm hurting again
oh no i'm hurting inside again

Verse 3
feels like our relationship is forbidden
thats why its bidder but sweet
i should have expected u kreep
u say if i trusted u but u dont trust me
if i come home late we argue costantly
yet u wont let it end
if u got this new man, why not let me go
i promise i wont curse u as a ho
baby i just wanna know, so i can let u go
i guess u get angry cause u know u be lyin
all the late nights and u continue deny
i know how u think, we've been together too damn long
i have a sense when i know ur wrong
cycle continues, i'm going crazy
why must u not let me go baby
u know if u ask i wont leave your side
i'll believe if u say u havent lied
but then it turns back again
oh u know i cant pretend
the pain starts again

Corus
its so hard to be lifted up
when i'm making the same mistakes
i tell myself i wont do it again
but some how i do it again
and now i'm hurting again
oh no i'm hurting inside again